181. panic attack volume #3

this weekend i've been on a rom-trip. it's what we call the yearly road trip me and my swedish bästis' go on each summer. as usual it can be summarized in three words: random, scary, fun. this years scary part was when my heart did grime beat which made me so fucking crazy and threw myself into the worst panic ...

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Posted: 2005-08-03
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160. rythmol

my medicine is crazy: More common side effects may include: Constipation, dizziness, heartbeat abnormalities, nausea, unusual taste in the mouth, vomiting Other side effects may include: Abdominal pain or cramps, anemia, angina (chest pain), anxiety, blood disorders, blurred vision, breathing difficulties, bruising, cardiac arrest, coma, confusion, congestive heart failure, depression, diarrhea, dreaming abnormalities, drowsiness, dry mouth, eye irritation, fainting or near fainting, ...

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Posted: 2005-04-30
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145. panic attack?

hi, on my way home from the road trip i felt really weird. i was having the best time ever but on the road somewhere between there and here i suddenly felt like i couldn't breathe, or well, i could breath but it was like someone sat on my chest and my head at the same time. i thought i ...

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Posted: 2005-04-12
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81. oh i forgot

the doctor also told me that the only people in my age who's got irregular heart beats sometimes are elite sportsmen, who press down their pulse down to 20-30. they get easily the same problem just because of the low pulse. it me and the EliTe

Posted: 2005-02-12
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80. sthlm,london,moscow,los angeles

so it happened again. my heart. this was actually the first time i got really mad that it happened. before i have just shaked my head and thought, 'oh, well', but this time i didn't like it. it was 2.22am in the night and i had just gone to bed. i was laying there listening to my heart (i don't ...

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Posted: 2005-02-12
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28. new itinerary + more updates

so i screwed up. ok. yeah. hey ho. i am still in moscow. thanks to my heart oscar is losing time, which means we have to do some changes in the itinerary. next stop will not be perm, but novosibirsk. this means 3 days straight on the train. it will be a nice test for us, the longest ride for ...

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Posted: 2004-12-21
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27. listen to your heart

on the hospital journey around the world, it was time to check out the hospitals in russia. yes, my heart crashed again. three days ago we decided to go bananas. and we did. and i have learned one thing: never try to compete in vodka drinking with a sweaty russian, you will definitely end up in trouble. so we went to ...

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Posted: 2004-12-21
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